As a rule, I try not to feel anything. I make it a point to try to reach everything with the sense of indifference. And in doing so I created this numb sort of feeling in my body. Do you other day I went out on a lunch date of sorts and maybe this wasn’t my greatest moment of judgment and figure to myself that maybe I could just be wrong for once ignore that girl female intuition. Boy was that about that idea. I think am I not be a bad idea to clear the air of any negative emotions. For the sake of the slog I’m going to just refer to him as B. Just simply be because I don’t think he’s really worthy of any other title of sir darker Mr. big I do however feel that maybe it’s important for just wants to label him as B.
I clearly remember the day I have b. There is something romantically beautiful about a man who could sing and become eloquent without having a problem. He seemed easy in the crowd and didn’t seem much a breeze the name of the drunkenness going on. So I think you’re to myself that maybe I should get to know him. A friend had set us up thinking that a wonderful romance would ensue there is not anything but a romance.
Funny the way the emotional abuse works he never quite tell what’s happening like quicksand like you’re hallucinating quicksand. LOL to be to make me feel as if I’m unlovable I care about is that no one in the world would want someone like me because I was simply just to bizarre. Maybe one day over the rainbow things won’t be as complicated. I know I’m not the easiest person in the world to get along with, but I’ve been on this road to redemption to try to help as many people as I can to help them avoid the same fate of sadness and loneliness that I created within myself but some things just don’t seem to work out to be continued
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